by Jenna Donovan
15 Jul 2012 23:48 (updated 15 Jul 2012 23:49) | 0 comment(s)


I totally slept with Chance Harper.

Okay, okay. I literally slept with Chance Harper. There wasn't any hanky panky going on, I just fell asleep on him while we were watching movies. I can't believe how good it felt to wake up next to (or, well, really, on top of) somebody.

It was awkward too though, because I mean, it was first thing in the morning, and I had bedhead, and my teeth weren't brushed. The only guy besides my dad that's seen me that way is Harper, and that's different. He's family.

As soon as Chance got up to go to the bathroom, I ran and grabbed my overnight bag. Brushed my hair, fingerbrushed my teeth, and hopped onto the bed. I figured since it was still really early that Chance would crawl into Quin's bed and get some sleep, but nope.

He crawled into his bed. To cuddle more.


He kissed me.

It wasn't super passionate or anything, and I couldn't tell whether he was just doing it because it's what he thought I wanted, or because he wanted to do it.

I liked it.

I'm pretty sure I blew it though, because I chickened out and just said I was going back to sleep. I doubt he'll attempt it again.

Plus, there's all that stuff with Quintin. I like Quin too, even if he brought another girl with him to Vegas for a week. I don't know why he didn't ask me, but he swore she was just a friend and I'm trying so hard not to be jealous about it.

I mean, I'm the one who said we should date and take things slow, so if I screwed that up too? Well that's my fault. It's not on him.

I really wish I'd dated more in high school, because I'd likely know what to do in situations like these.


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